PFC Chapter 82 I love you
Chapter 82 I love you
"if……"
Cheng Shuyan looked at Yunzhi with heartache.
"If you can't bear to part with her, it's okay to let Tongtong stay with you a little longer."
Although he didn't know why Yunzhi suddenly changed her mind, he didn't want her to regret it.
In fact, if Yunzhi wanted Tongtong to stay with her longer, he could even search for more effective ways to preserve an infant's body for longer.
He was willing to do anything as long as Yunzhi was happy.
Cheng Shuyan took out a tissue and gently wiped away Yunzhi's tears. His warm palm covered her face, soothing her unease and panic.
Yunzhi trembled, “No, brother, I dreamt that Tongtong blamed me for keeping her alive and preventing her from being reincarnated. I made her suffer so much. I am not a good mother.”
As she spoke, the tears she had just stopped seemed to be about to burst forth again.
Cheng Shuyan sighed softly, pulled her into his arms, and gently patted her back with one hand to comfort her. He didn't care that Yunzhi's tears had soaked his chest.
“Zhizhi, how could Tongtong blame you? Dreams are always the opposite of reality. You just can’t bear to part with Tongtong. Tongtong will definitely understand you.”
"Brother, Tongtong won't blame me, will she?"
Yunzhi looked up at Cheng Shuyan eagerly, as if grasping at the last straw.
Her eyes were sunken deep, and her face was pale and bloodless. Because she was so thin, even the clothes she wore at the bottom of her clothes were still a bit loose on her.
Cheng Shuyan felt extremely distressed.
If he had known that the banquet at Ye Cheng would torment Zhizhi like this, he shouldn't have pretended to be magnanimous and let go back then; he should have fought for her!
"Yes, Tongtong won't blame you." Cheng Shuyan nodded heavily.
Yunzhi laughed, but then burst into tears, as if she had gone mad.
After a while, she was tired from crying and laughing, and lay motionless in Cheng Shuyan's arms.
Cheng Shuyan knew that Yunzhi was suffering inside, and that it was a good thing for her to be able to express her suppressed emotions.
"So, you want Tongtong to stay with you for a while longer?"
Yunzhi did not respond. She stared blankly at the glass jar in front of her. After a long while, she forced a weak smile and spoke.
"No need. I won't be able to stay for long anyway. Let's bury her as soon as possible. Brother, I've already chosen a grave and a small coffin for Tongtong. Once I'm all ready, come with me to bury Tongtong."
Take me with you to familiarize yourself with the area, so that after she passes away, I can ask you to bury her and Tongtong together.
When Yunzhi said she wouldn't be able to stay for long, she meant that she wouldn't live much longer.
However, Cheng Shuyan thought that Yunzhi said that Tongtong was deformed from being soaked in formaldehyde and looked like she wouldn't last much longer.
"Okay, then I'll go pack." Seeing that Yunzhi had made up her mind, Cheng Shuyan didn't try to persuade her any further.
He wanted to see Yunzhi start a new life.
If Yunzhi hadn't been in poor health, he probably would have taken her to live in another city, away from this place that held so many sad memories for her.
cemetery.
Yunzhi stared blankly as the small golden nanmu coffin was buried in the ground. She couldn't help but move closer, not caring at all even as dust flew onto her face.
Tongtong, her Tongtong.
Mommy is sorry, Tongtong. Go and be reincarnated. Next time, please choose a warm and loving family.
Tongtong's life has been too hard; she will surely have a happy and fulfilling life in the next.
It felt as if her heart was being squeezed tightly by a large hand; the suffocation and pain made it almost impossible for her to breathe.
Yunzhi swayed slightly until the small coffin was completely buried in the soil, and until the cemetery staff left, she was still unable to come back to her senses for a long time.
The child she had longed for for so long ultimately turned into a cold little mound.
Tongtong's father and brother not only didn't shed a single tear for her, but also called her a monster.
It's all because she misjudged people.
It was her obsession that killed Tongtong.
She should have withdrawn as soon as she realized that Ye Chengyan couldn't let go of Yu Baisu, so that Tongtong could still live well in this world.
Pain seeped into every inch of her blood.
"Zhizhi, don't cry. When you feel better, we'll go to Changbai Temple and offer ninety-nine lamps to Tongtong, so that she may be safe, sound, prosperous, and healthy in her next life."
Yunzhi came to her senses and looked at the man wiping away her tears. Only then did she realize that she had been crying.
"Brother, my health won't be fully recovered anytime soon. Could you please go and light a lamp for Tongtong as soon as possible?"
If possible, she would prefer to personally go to the temple to light lamps and offer incense for Tongtong, so that the gods in heaven could bless Tongtong.
But she could do nothing.
She can feel the friction of her bones when she takes just a few steps.
It's like an old, worn-out part.
Cheng Shuyan could not refuse Yunzhi.
He reached out and smoothed Yunzhi's messy hair, comforting her.
"After the specialist doctors from Country M come and examine you in the next couple of days, I'll go and light a lamp for Tongtong. Don't worry, I won't forget."
Yunzhi opened her mouth, and after a long while, she spoke softly, "Okay, then you must remember."
Cheng Shuyan chuckled, "Are you afraid I'll break my promise?"
Yunzhi shook her head and didn't say anything.
At this moment, Cheng Shuyan suddenly frowned and saw Yunzhi.
"Zhizhi, are you hot? You're covered in sweat."
Although it's already August, today is a cloudy day, and the cemetery is always a degree or two cooler than other places, so it can't be associated with heat at all.
Unfortunately, Yunzhi's clothes clung tightly to her body due to sweat, highlighting her emaciated figure.
Yunzhi looked down and couldn't tell Cheng Shuyan that she wasn't hot, but was in so much pain that she was sweating profusely.
She is now a patient with late-stage bone cancer, and only has a few days left to live.
Let alone moving, even breathing would pull on her chest, causing her scalp to tingle with pain.
She is now more fragile than glass.
At this point, even the slightest push from anyone could send her to the hospital for emergency treatment.
"It is indeed a bit hot," Yunzhi said without explanation.
Cheng Shuyan looked up at the dark clouds filling the sky and felt that he had overlooked something.
"Brother, let's go back."
Yunzhi reluctantly looked away, afraid that if she didn't leave soon, she would lose control and rush over to dig Tongtong's little coffin out of that small mound.
Cheng Shuyan was also worried about the afternoon, so he nodded in agreement.
As soon as they stepped out of the cemetery, Tongtong seemed to faintly hear Tongtong's soft and cute voice again.
Goodbye, Mom. I love you.
Yunzhi suddenly stopped. She turned around and saw a willow tree not far away, swaying its branches gently, as if saying goodbye to her.
But right now, there's clearly no wind.
Her eyes reddened.
"Tongtong, Mommy loves you too."