Chapter 121 The Frail White Moonlight in a Substitute Abusive Novel 18
Chapter 121 The Frail White Moonlight in a Substitute Abusive Novel 18
"Mr. Fu, have you been feeling particularly guilty because you almost strangled your sister?"
Fu Shiheng's expression darkened. "Yes."
He clearly didn't want Yun Qing to get hurt at all, but in the end, he scared her to tears.
Are you still worried that you might want to hurt your sister again because of emotional outbursts?
Fu Shiheng was even more dejected. "Yes."
He almost lost his temper with Yun Qing again. He had promised that it wouldn't happen again and that he wouldn't hurt her.
Fu Shiheng came to see the doctor on his own initiative because he wanted to solve the problem. So he was very cooperative and told the psychologist, "I don't dare to get too close to her now. I'm afraid that if I suddenly get a shock and go crazy, she won't be able to escape."
As he spoke, he suddenly remembered something and said with some annoyance, "How could I forget? In this situation, I should have found her a few bodyguards first."
Psychologist: ...It's really not that serious! Can you please trust my professional expertise?
He sighed inwardly, but his expression remained gentle and approachable, his tone very relaxing, "Mr. Fu, how do you usually feel when you're with your sister?"
"Of course I'm happy. My sister is adorable. She's timid and a bit spoiled, but she's incredibly well-behaved..."
He rambled on and on until the psychologist finally couldn't help but interrupt him.
"Would it be convenient to tell me what your sister did wrong to make you so angry that you even tried to strangle her?"
Fu Shiheng glanced at him, his face full of displeasure, and said, "My sister did nothing wrong!"
Psychologist: ...
No wonder he's so bothered by almost choking his sister; he's a total siscon.
Fu Shiheng was very cooperative. Although he was unhappy, he still honestly said, "I found out that she has someone she likes. I was worried that she would be deceived by a man who uses sweet words, so I hoped that she could be more obedient. Then I got a little emotional."
After this conversation, the psychologist had a better understanding of the situation.
Mr. Fu dotes on his younger sister, so he feels extremely guilty about his actions of wanting to hurt her when he was emotionally agitated. He has been unable to let go of this guilt and is very worried that he will do it again.
He became convinced that he was sick and that if he could be cured, he could avoid such a thing from happening again.
In reality, although he is very irritable when he is angry, he is able to control his behavior.
Moreover, even in his most irritable moments, he was unwilling to hurt his sister and would not actually do so.
This is not a violent tendency at all.
But clearly, he needs treatment to feel at ease and to resolve this inner conflict.
The psychologist smiled and said, "Mr. Fu, this isn't a serious problem. My suggestion is to spend more time with your sister."
Fu Shiheng looked at him with suspicion. Why did he feel that this psychologist was not very reliable?
In this situation, why should he spend more time with Yun Qing? What if he hurts Yun Qing?
The psychologist patiently explained, "Since you feel happy when you're with your sister, spend more time with her. I believe she can gradually heal your irritability and make you less easily angered."
Fu Shiheng pondered for a while, somewhat convinced, but still couldn't help worrying, "What if I lose control again?"
He had barely finished speaking when he answered his own question, "Oh, right, we can hire bodyguards."
Then, with some concern, he added, "But my crazy antics can easily scare my sister. What if she gets terrified? What if she stops being close to me because she's scared?"
The psychologist said in a reassuring tone, "Mr. Fu, you don't need to be so anxious. As it stands, you won't completely lose control. You can control your temper."
"The more time you spend with your sister, the better your temper will become."
"You can hire a bodyguard if you want, but I personally suggest you don't go too far, so as not to affect your relationship with your sister."
He said that extra sentence entirely because he was worried that Fu Shiheng would go to great lengths to hire a large number of bodyguards to protect his sister every step of the way.
He was already prone to overthinking and felt like there was something wrong with him.
If a group of bodyguards were to be constantly around him, reminding him of his violent tendencies, he would likely become increasingly convinced of it in the end.
In addition, he has a somewhat stubborn personality and is difficult to change once he has made up his mind.
At that point, even if there was no problem, it might turn into a problem.
Fu Shiheng always called her "little sister," and he firmly believed that his relationship with Yun Qing was purely platonic. When he mentioned Yun Qing, he was quite upright and innocent.
In addition, he felt that how he and Yun Qing interacted was a private matter and he didn't want outsiders to know, so he didn't mention it.
So much so that the psychologist was completely unaware of the ambiguous relationship between the two, and had no idea that this younger sister was not related to him by blood.
I just feel that he dotes on his sister too much; he's a total siscon.
His suggestion was actually meant to encourage Fu Shiheng to spend more time with his sister, so that he would gradually realize that he wouldn't actually hurt her, and thus resolve his inner conflict.
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It was quite late when Fu Shiheng got home. The lights were still on, and Yun Qing was asleep on the sofa.
He walked over quietly and, seeing that she was sleeping soundly, did not wake her. He simply picked her up carefully and carried her upstairs.
Yun Qing nuzzled her head against his shoulder, found a comfortable position, and continued to sleep soundly, showing no signs of waking up.
Fu Shiheng placed her on the bed, which was decorated with many dolls. He looked down at her sleeping face and couldn't help but lower his head to gently kiss her forehead before getting up.
The process stopped halfway through.
Yun Qing was holding onto his shirt with one hand when she was suddenly tugged. She woke up with a start and stared at him with wide eyes.
However, her blank stare revealed that she was not fully conscious.
Perhaps due to her poor health, even when Yun Qing woke up naturally, she would be drowsy for a while before regaining her senses, let alone being suddenly awakened like this.
Despite her wide-open eyes, she was actually completely dazed and had no idea where she was.
She stared at Fu Shiheng for a while, then wrapped her arms around his waist, closed her eyes reassuringly, and mumbled, "Where are you going? Stay with me to sleep."
Fu Shiheng was being held by her, and he could only carefully prop himself up on the bed with his elbows to avoid falling on top of her.
But his behavior made Yun Qing uncomfortable while she slept. She angrily bumped her forehead against his chest, muttering, "Sleep, sleep, sleep..."
Fu Shiheng was afraid she would knock him unconscious, so he had no choice but to lie down next to her.
Yun Qing rolled into his arms, resting her head on his chin. Finally satisfied, she muttered, "I'm so sleepy, don't wrap your tail around me."
Fu Shiheng: ? ? ?
What tail? Where did he get a tail?
He assumed Yun Qing was dreaming.
The system instantly became alert, worried that the host might say something inappropriate, and if it involved the master's identity or name, it would definitely attract the attention of the Heavenly Dao.
Fortunately, Yun Qing fell asleep again after saying those words.
The system breathed a sigh of relief, but was also somewhat troubled. It had clearly sealed the memories, so how could it still remember the tail?
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