Dr. Su, let's have a love affair

Chapter 151 How about we try again?

"That foreign student...could it be Ji Xingyuan?"

"Yes, that's him."

Ye Zisan's eyes became softer and gentler.

"Not only did he take me to the hospital and help pay for my hospital bills, he also took time out from his busy studies and part-time job to take care of me until I was discharged. Furthermore, fearing I might become depressed, he even hired a psychologist for me."

"You two actually had such a deep connection. I'm curious, does Su Xiaoxiao know about your past?"

At this moment, Gu Jingzhou really wanted to know what would happen if Su Xiaoxiao knew that Ji Xingyuan had been so kind and intimate to other women.

I have held her, cared for her, and seen her body.

I wonder if she will have some resentment towards Ji Xingyuan from now on?

"Haha, you probably don't know. I have no way of knowing. I had no contact with him after I was discharged from the hospital, and even after returning to China, I never contacted him privately."

"Is it that he doesn't want to contact you, or that you don't want to contact him?"

"I don't know. I don't know what he thinks. But I don't have the courage to contact him. After all, he has seen my worst side. I have no secrets or dignity in front of him."

Gu Jingzhou felt a sense of sadness and regret when he heard Ye Zisan's words.

She loves someone, but because this person has seen her worst side, she does not have the courage to approach him and pursue this love.

How he wished that Ye Zisan had had the courage at the beginning.

Maybe, she can catch up with Ji Xingyuan.

And his Su Xiaoxiao would not be snatched away by Ji Xingyuan later.

It's really fate that they are the wrong match.

Gu Jingzhou then picked up the cocktail in front of him and took a sip with an extremely depressed mood. This drink tonight was bitter and spicy, which was really appropriate for the occasion.

He couldn't help but pull his lower lip in self-mockery.

"Are you feeling sorry for you and Su Xiaoxiao? If Ji Xingyuan and I could have a follow-up, you two might have gotten back together long ago."

"Haha, I suspect that Mr. Ye has the ability to read minds." Gu Jingzhou did not deny it.

After all, Ye Zisan was so open with him tonight, he naturally didn't want to hide it hypocritically.

"Even if there is a follow-up between him and me, it will only remain at the level of ordinary friends and will not go any further."

"How can you be so sure? What if you can get further?"

"That's not the case, because he had been harboring someone in his heart for many years before he met me. It's just that I only found out after I returned home."

"He's been carrying someone in his heart for many years?"

Gu Jingzhou's eyes suddenly lit up, and he was a little excited and curious, "Who is that person?"

"For someone as devoted as him, you should be able to guess who it is."

"Could it be Su Xiaoxiao?" Gu Jingzhou's eyes dimmed again. "You mean, Ji Xingyuan knew Su Xiaoxiao a long time ago? How come I have never heard of this?"

"Haha, haven't you heard it now? God has already written the script for their love. You and I are just passers-by in their lives."

"But I've been in love with her for five years and have been with her for more than ten years. How can I be just a passing guest?"

Gu Jingzhou was unwilling to agree with Ye Zisan's words.

Her words also made him feel a surge of grievance as a man.

"Gu Jingzhou, they are both married. Moreover, they are very much in love. You should let go."

"What about you? Why didn't you let go?"

"I've never held his hand, so how can I talk about letting go? Besides, I've never disturbed them. My feelings for him, from the beginning to the end, from the past to the future, will always be mine alone."

"So, you have no right to ask me that."

"Haha, yes, I'm not qualified, I have no qualifications at all." Gu Jingzhou murmured self-deprecatingly, then picked up the cocktail in front of him and drank it in one gulp.

This cocktail, made with vodka and with a high alcohol content, should be savored slowly and in small sips.

He drank so fast that he choked and coughed twice.

"Mr. Gu, don't be so hard on your body. This wine is not meant to be wasted like this."

"I'll pay for it later, waiter, give me another drink!"

Gu Jingzhou, somewhat drunkenly, called a waitress over and asked her to serve him another cocktail.

Ye Zisan didn't stop him.

Anyway, she wants to get drunk tonight.

Gu Jingzhou then took advantage of the alcohol to share with her many memories of the past ten years that he and Su Xiaoxiao had spent together.

When talking about sad things, the two of them would clink their glasses tacitly, take a sip of wine, and then tease or comfort each other.

Tonight, Gu Jingzhou also experienced for the first time that it was a good opportunity to meet a close friend over a glass of wine.

"Ye Zisan." It was the first time he called her by her name.

"Hmm?" Because she drank some wine, Ye Zisan's cheeks flushed beautifully, making her look more charming.

"How about we try again?"

"Try what again?"

"Get married. This time, skip the engagement process and get married directly. Maybe, after some adjustment, we can get along well." Gu Jingzhou came up with this idea on the spur of the moment.

But at this moment, the idea was very strong in his mind.

"You want to marry me? Are you sympathizing with me? Let me tell you, the thing I, Ye Zishan, least want and most dislike in my life is other people's sympathy."

"Of course not!" Gu Jingzhou quickly denied it.

"You once lost something you thought was precious, and I also lost something I thought was precious. We're both in the same boat. What right do I have to sympathize with you?"

"Besides, I actually think I'm worse off than you."

"Then why did you want to marry me? Your Gu family shouldn't need you to marry them to stabilize their stock market now."

"I just feel that if I have to get married in this life, you should be the most suitable one. And you and I should also be the most suitable one. So, why don't we try again."

Ye Zisan told him all her biggest secrets.

And he also showed her his most affectionate, vulnerable and failed side without reservation.

In order not to worry and disappoint his parents too much, and also to avoid appearing as if his woman was snatched away by someone else, he lived a decadent life that was despised and pitied by others.

Gu Jingzhou sincerely felt that marrying Ye Zisan was the best arrangement for both him and Ye Zisan.

Anyway, they are both gentlemen in front of each other.

After marriage, as long as one party does not want the other party to touch them, the other party will definitely respect that, and neither party will think too much about it.

After all, we know each other so well.

And if both of them want to work hard and truly develop a relationship, he won't resist anymore and will be willing to try his best to cooperate for once.

Give yourself and your partner a chance to win together in marriage, rather than aiming to lose together.

Ye Zisan looked at Gu Jingzhou's honest face and stared at him silently for a while.

The corners of her lips lifted gracefully, "Okay, I promise, let's try again."

"Really? Then we'll get married next month!"

"Okay. We'll get the marriage certificate and the wedding next month."

"Okay, we'll do it all next month!"

Ever since she broke off the engagement with Gu Jingzhou last year, Ye Zisan no longer thought about who she would get engaged or married to in this life.

I plan to stay single until I die alone.

I didn't expect that the world is so unpredictable and wonderful.

On this night when her heart was already broken, she was inexplicably led to confide her most difficult secret to Gu Jingzhou, and unintentionally made him regard her as a confidant.

Then he easily persuaded her to marry her ex-fiancé again.

Whatever.

It's rare to find a man who doesn't despise her dirty experience and the fact that she has someone else in her heart, and who can take the initiative to propose to her. Moreover, this man is indeed not bad in all aspects.

There's no harm in trying again with him.

Otherwise, the rest of his life would be nothing but a lonely existence day after day, completely reduced to a tool for those in charge of the Ye family.