PFC Chapter 182 I Like Good People
Chapter 182 I Like Good People
Bai Yuan's words fell like a heavy hammer.
Every word and sentence created cracks in the most vulnerable line of defense in Qin Lingzheng's heart.
He lived with Bai Yuan for nine years.
It can be said that no one knows Bai Yuan better and is more familiar with him than him.
She is sober and rational, decisive and resolute.
Before doing anything, always weigh the pros and cons.
This approach of basing everything on facts means that once she has a clear goal, all other emotions must give way to it and take precedence over interests.
If you walk side by side with her, you will feel comfortable, at ease and safe.
Don't worry that she will be swayed by emotions and personal reasons.
There is no need to worry that she will make big mistakes or lose the big picture for the small, causing unnecessary losses.
When he confronted Wen Yi Che for the first time, he clearly and keenly discovered her code of conduct and realized that he was on the heavier side of the scale.
No matter when, Bai Yuan always takes into account their friendship and the affection they have had for many years, which makes the balance always tilt towards him.
Ever since he understood this, Qin Lingzheng has been enjoying this unique favoritism with peace of mind.
He also enjoys testing Bai Yuan's bottom line by provoking Wen Yi Che again and again, in order to confirm and consolidate his position in Bai Yuan's heart.
However, Bai Yuan's indulgence made Qin Lingzheng mistakenly believe that he was irreplaceable.
It also made him only proud of the deep friendship between the two of them, and he forgot that behind the friendship was the cooperation and political trends of the two families.
That was why, when she turned the spear and pointed the sharp tip of the sword at himself, Qin Lingzheng realized how uncomfortable that feeling was.
Bai Yuan used this almost cruel way to expose his self-deceiving illusions and forced him to step out of the comfort zone he created.
Wen Yiche’s weight in her heart is not important.
He is just a little better than Wen Yi Che.
Having the upper hand in the confrontation between the two does not mean that he can really occupy a place in Bai Yuan's heart.
It’s just that the person who is more important than him and can bring more benefits has not appeared yet.
Once that person appears, Qin Lingzheng's advantage over Wen Yiche will turn into a disadvantage in an instant.
At that time, Qin Lingzheng would be standing in Wen Yiche's current position and become the person who was abandoned in one choice after another.
It's not like he wasn't aware of this possibility.
That's why he is extra wary of people who appear around Bai Yuan.
Whether it was the phone number found in the car or the person I met in Haikou whose family was interested in marriage.
They are hinting, both explicitly and implicitly, that he is not irreplaceable.
It’s just that he has always been unwilling to admit that he is not that important in Bai Yuan’s heart.
The word "replace" sounded so harsh to him.
It's as if letting him leave now is to make room for a replacement.
He also knew that as long as he chose to give in and compromise at this moment, he would be truly giving up everything he had now.
If he chose to leave at this moment, even if he took half a step back, there would no longer be a place for him by Bai Yuan's side.
But if he still insisted on staying with her and refused to give in, all he would get was Bai Yuan's annoyance.
If someone who is better and has more advantages than him appears, he will also be defeated and disintegrated in repeated comparisons.
When the affection accumulated over the past nine years is slowly exhausted during this period of time, there will really be no possibility for him and Bai Yuan to be together.
But at this moment, Bai Yuan told him that the reason he was replaced and abandoned was because he was not good enough.
As long as he becomes better, more outstanding and more outstanding than he is now.
Will it not be easily replaced by others?
Bai Yuan let him go to military school and walk the path that originally belonged to him...it was really for his own good.
Does this mean that Bai Yuan actually hopes to be at the same height as him now and walk side by side with him?
It's just that because he is too weak and useless now, he holds her back and is not qualified to stand by her side.
That's why she would use this seemingly cold and heartless way to enlighten him, teach him, help him, and guide him onto the right path.
Let him truly learn to grow and become stronger
Since he is not the best, then become the best.
Bai Yuan also did it... for his own good.
Qin Lingzheng's heart has begun to waver.
At this time, he heard Bai Yuan say to him again:
"Of course, whether to go or not is your own business. I can't make the decision for you. After all, you are the only one who can influence your life."
She even left herself a way out, still giving him room to choose.
Qin Lingzheng thought.
She is really planning for herself and thinking about herself without reservation.
How could I let Bai Yuan down and let her be disappointed in me again and again?
Qin Lingzheng felt the warmth of Bai Yuan's palm that was supporting his chin.
It was as cold as ever, but it always made him feel at ease.
He raised his own hand and gently placed it over it, overlapping it.
Qin Lingzheng lowered his gaze for a long time, then asked with inner struggle:
"Bai Yuan, what should I do to make you like me?"
Even though he had asked many times before, Bai Yuan had never given him positive, proactive feedback.
But he still wanted to take this opportunity to ask again.
Even if he changes, he can have a direction to cater to Bai Yuan's preferences, instead of moving forward blindly and drifting further and further away from her.
Bai Yuan didn't think much about this question and quickly gave an answer.
"I like good ones."
The word "乖" has a broad meaning, meaning both obedient and submissive, as well as clever and sensible.
In other words, he had to listen to Bai Yuan, follow her arrangements, obey her decisions, be well-behaved and sensible in order to win her favor.
After a long moment, Qin Lingzheng nodded slowly.
He took a deep breath, as if he was making a final struggle with his inner struggle and hesitation.
Ultimately, he made a difficult decision.
In a firm and low voice he said:
"I go."
As soon as he finished speaking, he felt his face and palms become empty, and the cold temperature disappeared.
Before he could feel disappointed, Bai Yuan pulled her hand away from him.
His head suddenly felt heavy and he felt his hair being gently stroked and caressed.
"good."
Bai Yuan said.