The Otherworldly God

Chapter 463

The answer to what Le Zhengbo asked was in the Chaos Starry Sky. It was not that he could not answer it, but the Chaos Starry Sky was the starting point of his relationship with Mu Xin. It reminded him of Mu Xin, and he couldn't help feeling sad.

Le Zheng Yuhua closed his eyes and recalled their past. If Sanye had not interfered with Mu Xin's plan, Le Zheng Yuhua would never have labeled Sanye as a selfish person, and there would have been no fate that Mu Xin transformed into her son and intended to let him embark on the path of being chosen by God.

Le Zheng Yuhua understood that Mu Xin originally just wanted to let her see Xin'er's great act of willingness to sacrifice, and she didn't bring her memories with her because she was afraid that Le Zheng Yuhua would recognize her and feel resistant, but it unexpectedly led to the two of them falling in love with each other.

Afterwards, they tortured each other for a while, and then fell into the choice between love and the world. Every time they wanted to be selfish, they kept telling each other that only when the world was at peace could there be a future for the two of them.

Le Zheng Yuhua already knows the truth. As long as he wins, Xinyue will return, and in the end it will be Mu Xin, but not Mu Xin.

Le Zheng Yuhua couldn't help but clench the jade pendant in her hand. The three souls became one. Even though Mu Xin's soul occupied the dominant position, Sanye and Yingyue also existed together in Xinyue's body.

In his eyes, they are still three independent people, and one is his first love, one is the object of his entanglement, and the other is his current girlfriend. Just thinking about that kind of scene makes him feel dramatic, and Mu Xin seems to no longer be Mu Xin.

"I don't know whether I should continue on this path, because in the end I may not achieve what I want, and it seems like all my efforts will be in vain and meaningless."

Seeing that he thought for a long time but gave a irrelevant answer and even said these words, Le Zhengbo couldn't help but feel a complicated emotion in his heart.

He understood the other party's struggle and confusion at the moment, but he didn't understand what Le Zheng Yuhua wanted, so he didn't dare to comfort her casually.

"The result may not be satisfactory, or even extremely simple. Does one thing only have one result?" He paused and continued: "Le Zheng Yuhua, I don't know what answer or comfort you want to hear from me. I only talk about my feelings.

Sometimes, what we pursue is not just the final result, but also the self-discovery and growth in the process. I often tell my apprentices that failure is inevitable and there is no need to be afraid, otherwise, you will not be able to become stronger. "

“For them, becoming a great man is their ambition since childhood, but for me, becoming a false god was not my initial goal.

I am an orphan. I met a girl and developed a bond with her. Since childhood, I have been determined to protect her and give her the best life. To do this, I would leave her. I might not even see her for a year, and I might not even talk to her on the phone a few times.

I never felt lonely, because I knew that everything I did was for the future of her and me. Until she was dragged down by me and kidnapped by the enemy as a hostage, but she didn't want to drag me down and chose to commit suicide.

After she died, all my future was gone. I didn't know what was the point of living. I trapped myself in a dream, a dream I had woven for two people. The world without her was meaningless, that was all I felt at the time.

Later, the mysterious person in the Goddess Zijin dress told me that she could be resurrected in this world as long as she was there. So, I chose to come to this world and became Le Zheng Yuhua of this world.

I thought that with my abilities, it would be easy for me to achieve my goals. However, I turned from an elite into a lowly and marginalized child, and I almost lost my life.

If I hadn't met Shui Ling and Qi Ming, I don't know how long I could have held on. I learned about the existence of God from them, and from Bai Zhi, the doctor, I learned that high-level healing techniques could revive people, so God became my goal to revive her.

I should have continued to move towards this goal, and that was indeed the case in the beginning. No matter how the Lezheng people framed and excluded us, we tried our best to stay and embarked on the path of suffering as Taoists.

According to the plan, we will become great people through continuous efforts and have the possibility of being summoned by God. Even if Shui Ling says that he may not be a good god, I don’t care as long as he can resurrect her.

Unexpectedly, Mu Xin showed up. Perhaps it was a coincidence, and my fate with her might have been decided long ago, but that day, we met over a bowl of tea, and we unexpectedly received an invitation to the Painting City.

The Mu family's marriage proposal was not possible for us. Everything was voluntary, and I had never thought of participating. The entrapment of those with ulterior motives and the protection of those without ulterior motives became the stone that pushed me into a dilemma, so I chose to participate.

I should have been ten or twenty years older than them, and should have been past my youthful vigor, but I didn't want to lose, so I made it to the end.

There was only one in a hundred, and I was just choosing the dress. I was just waiting for Gongsun Shouli to choose Miss Mu and then give up my right. However, the nine-tailed fox borrowed my body to escape, and by mistake, I chose her, which put me in a difficult situation.

It’s not that she didn’t give me a choice, but I wanted to take advantage of her because she might have healing skills. Under the persuasion of Master Li, I chose to marry her. In turn, I blamed her for taking advantage of us more than once.

People always tend to ignore their own mistakes. They can do what others cannot do. Don't be so hypocritical.

Just like that, things started to get a little weird. I was asking God to save my life, but I was going to kill God. It was really ridiculous.

So what? As long as I can achieve my goal, I don’t care whether I ask God to punish me or not. What happened next was even more bizarre. I lost my goal.

You asked me how I learned your sword-wielding skills, and I told you, it was in a dream."

Although Le Zhengbo could not understand many of the things Le Zheng Yuhua said, he sat down and listened quietly, because he knew that Le Zheng Yuhua needed to vent.

When he heard Le Zheng Yuhua talking about learning sword in his dream, he expressed his doubts.

"In a dream?"

"There is a magical treasure in this world called Chaos Starry Sky, which has no form. Because Xin'er doesn't have time to wait for us to grow stronger, we can only use Chaos Starry Sky and the Netherworld's Youmeng Spring to make a big bet. If we lose, we will die. If we win, we will get one year in exchange for thirty years of cultivation."

"It is indeed a huge gamble. If the world were allowed to choose, this gambling game would definitely be packed with people."

"Not only that, Youmeng Spring makes a year shorter."

Le Zhengbo immediately thought of the trip to the Black Forest, and thought: "So that's it, this is their adventure, thirty years of cultivation, it's incredible."

“We actually lost.”

Le Zhengbo was startled and asked quickly: "What do you mean?"

"If you die in the dream, you will die in this world. If Xin'er hadn't chosen to injure his own soul and exchange his life for yours in the dream, we three wouldn't have had thirty years."