PFC Chapter 465 I need you
Chapter 465 I need you
In front of the hot spring pool, Li Chuyue looked at the storm and tornado that were about to erupt in Ou Jinghuan's eyes, and she felt eager to try.
She knew that Ou Jinghuan was jealous, so she deliberately said words that would make Ou Jinghuan feel a sense of crisis.
While answering Ou Jinghuan's questions, she placed her index finger, which was originally tapping her chin, on Ou Jinghuan's heart and tapped it.
When Ou Jinghuan heard Li Chuyue praising other men, he grabbed Li Chuyue's hand that was poking his heart and was ready to say that he could do it.
He felt that if other men could provide Li Chuyue with the emotional value she wanted, then he could certainly do it too.
As long as Li Chuyue doesn't like others, he can do everything for her.
But just as Ou Jinghuan was about to speak, he suddenly realized that there seemed to be a deeper meaning in Li Chuyue's words.
In particular, Ou Jinghuan saw Li Chuyue looking at him with a bit of resentment in her eyes.
Suddenly, he realized that Li Chuyue was complaining about him in disguise, and it seemed that she was not really praising other men.
His expression paused, and his originally stern face instantly turned into one of enlightenment. He looked at Li Chuyue with a hint of helplessness.
Li Chuyue saw Ou Jinghuan's eyes turn from gloomy to bright, she knew that Ou Jinghuan knew that she was deliberately trying to make him angry.
She pulled out the hand that was being held by Ou Jinghuan, folded her hands on her knees, raised her eyebrows and asked:
"What? You don't want to say anything?
Or... you just can't do it?"
Ou Jinghuan reached out to grab Li Chuyue's hand, but Li Chuyue quickly stood up, took a step back, and avoided Ou Jinghuan's touch.
Ou Jinghuan knew that he had to answer Li Chuyue's question, otherwise Li Chuyue would not have taken only this small step back.
He didn't know that he had changed from being the one asking questions at the beginning to being the one being questioned.
This sitcom that began with a question of doubt seemed to be willing to be the weaker party forever because Ou Jinghuan was the one who questioned at the beginning.
Therefore, the changes during this period are not so surprising.
Ou Jinghuan sat sideways in the hot spring pool, raised his eyes and looked at Li Chuyue, and explained:
"Chu Chu, I really can't help but feel sorry for you, but I never thought you were weak.
I have known for a long time that you are actually strong enough to face the difficulties that I cannot overcome.
What you don’t know is that you have actually helped me a lot…”
Hearing this, Li Chuyue thought Ou Jinghuan was talking about her struggle with psychological problems as a child, and she didn't think much about it.
She lowered her eyes to look at the thick stone slab beside the hot spring pool, with a helpless expression on her face, and said:
"But didn't you notice? You seem to be treating me like a glass girl that will break if touched.
Every morning, someone helps me squeeze the toothpaste, put away the toothbrush, and prepare everything including milk.
I am very touched, but every day when I see all the little things you do for me, your meticulous care and love, I find myself useless and I have nothing to share with you…”
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan realized that he really treated Li Chuyue as the heartbroken girl he met in his childhood who clearly needed his care but didn't get it.
He looked at Li Chuyue in front of him, as if he was always looking through Li Chuyue at the little girl Li Chuyue whom he had always felt he owed.
Before, because of his arrogance and self-esteem, he was too embarrassed to step forward and show concern for Li Chuyue during her low period, which ultimately caused him to miss the ray of light in the darkness.
Therefore, this incident seemed to become a regret in Ou Jinghuan's heart, and also caused him to regard Li Chuyue not only as a girlfriend, but more as the little girl in his low period.
But he never dared to really have Li Chuyue in bed. In fact, it was not only Li Chuyue who had psychological trauma that made him feel distressed.
Another reason is actually that Ou Jinghuan's care for Li Chuyue during this period is more to compensate for Li Chuyue when she was a little girl.
Although he didn't really treat Li Chuyue as a sister, he still had the same desire for Li Chuyue as a man has for a woman.
But every time he wanted to see Li Chuyue's last moment, he saw the little girl's eyes full of despair and indifference, and suddenly he dared not move.
Li Chuyue didn't know why Ou Jinghuan took such a long cold shower and deliberately didn't solve the problem himself, deliberately enduring the discomfort and calming down.
In fact, it was his punishment to himself. He punished himself for thinking if he had taken a few steps forward and cared about Li Chuyue before, would Li Chuyue feel better?
After punishing himself, he hated Li Chuyue's light that suddenly appeared but disappeared with a cold mask, causing him to miss such a long time to accompany Li Chuyue.
At this time, Ou Jinghuan didn't expect that his idea of making up for it would eventually make Li Chuyue lack the emotional value of mutual help and dependence among normal couples.
With Li Chuyue's reminder, he realized the mistakes he had made in this relationship.
So, he immediately interrupted Li Chuyue's self-criticism, admitted his mistake, and said in a tough tone:
“It’s my fault. If you hadn’t told me, I really wouldn’t have realized that I was taking care of you…like a child.
But you must never say that you are useless. I will not allow anyone to say that you are useless. I don’t want to hear the word “useless” again!
Chu Chu, promise me!"
"Okay, I promise you." Li Chuyue also knew that she had belittled herself too much just now, so she nodded and replied.
Afterwards, Ou Jinghuan stretched out his hand to signal Li Chuyue to come over, and seeing that Ou Jinghuan was sincere in admitting his mistake, Li Chuyue stepped forward and held Ou Jinghuan's gentle hand.
Ou Jinghuan felt Li Chuyue's cold hand. He looked at the thin swimsuit fabric on Li Chuyue, frowned, and said with concern:
"Your hands are a little cold. Don't keep standing there in the wind. Come down first."
Li Chuyue shook her head and refused. She insisted that Ou Jinghuan finish what he was saying before she went down to take a hot spring bath.
Hearing this, Ou Jinghuan could only continue to answer Li Chuyue's previous question and said softly:
“At first, I was used to being independent and handling many things on my own.
Just like when I was a kid and was beaten up, even though I was hospitalized, I never said who beat me up. Finally, after I was discharged from the hospital and exercised, I beat those two people half to death.
But I always knew I wasn’t omnipotent, so I had my own people to help me do things.
I need you too!"
Li Chuyue finally got the answer she wanted, but she was shocked when she heard Ou Jinghuan say that he was beaten. She said in surprise:
"When you were a kid! You were beaten into the hospital?!"
Ou Jinghuan took a deep look at Li Chuyue, nodded slightly, and replied:
"Well, she was a little girl with a mushroom head who saved me from two senior boys."
After Ou Jinghuan finished speaking, there was a hint of expectation in his eyes, expecting Li Chuyue to recall the first time they met.
He was so nervous that his breathing slowed down and he looked very cautious. His heartbeat also accelerated instantly.