Chapter 203 Humble Request for Reconciliation
Chapter 203 Humble Request for Reconciliation
Hua Yuchen returned to his camp in shock, as if a dark cloud was pressing down on him. He was filled with a chill that made people shudder. Seeing this, General You hurriedly trotted over, his face tense and cautious, his voice trembling: "Your Highness... that... the princess..."
"Shut up!" Hua Yuchen turned around suddenly, his eyes burning with anger, as if he wanted to burn everything to ashes. He roared, "She is no longer the prince's consort! She makes me sick! From now on, I don't want to hear a word about her!"
General You looked embarrassed and stammered, "It's just like this between you..." His words revealed deep doubt and concern.
Hua Yuchen had a firm look on her face and responded decisively: "It's over between us. From now on, her life or death has nothing to do with me!" Every word was full of determination, as if to cut off all past emotions.
Hearing this, General You could only respond in a low voice: "Oh..." Then, he tried to hide his complicated emotions and said: "That's fine, I'll take my leave first."
However, just as he turned around and was about to leave, Hua Yuchen suddenly called out to him: "Come back!" His voice was full of anger and unwillingness.
General You stopped and turned to look at Hua Yuchen, who gritted his teeth and said, "You have to find someone to dig three feet deep into the ground to find Feng Yequn for me! I will tear him into pieces with my own hands!" There was a cold light flashing in his eyes, and he was determined to put Feng Yequn to death.
General You was shocked when he saw this. He quickly put his hands together and bowed, saying respectfully, "I obey your orders!"
The next morning, the sun shone through the cracks in the tent and shone into Luo Ying's camp. Xiang Yuandai lay in front of Luo Ying's bed. After a night of waiting, he was extremely tired. Finally, he couldn't resist the sleepiness and fell asleep beside the bed. At this time, Shao Hanyue walked into the tent quietly. She caught a glimpse of Xiang Yuandai's tired figure and couldn't help but feel touched.
Shao Hanyue walked to Xiang Yuandai's side, patted his shoulder gently, and gently woke him up: "Your Highness Prince Yu, why don't you go back and rest first, I will take care of my sister!"
Xiang Yuandai rubbed his sleepy eyes, shook his head slightly and said, "No, I'm worried because she hasn't woken up yet! Go get some food and I'll feed her. She hasn't eaten anything all day, not even water!"
Shao Hanyue looked at the worry and affection in his eyes, and couldn't help but feel touched. She said softly, "Okay, I'll get ready right away."
After saying that, Shao Hanyue turned and walked out of the tent, leaving Xiang Yuandai to continue guarding Luo Ying's bed. The sunlight shone through the gap in the tent onto his face, reflecting the deep worry in his eyes and his deep love for Luo Ying.
Xiang Yuandai gently took Luo Ying's hand and held it tightly in his palm. He gazed at her tenderly and affectionately, and whispered softly, "True love cannot be let go. Most of the fate is arranged by fate. The only thing we can do is to love with all our strength, and let go when love has become a thing of the past.
There is no good or bad, right or wrong in anything. It’s just that the two sides are in different positions, have different differences, present different states, and make different choices.
Allow yourself to be yourself, allow others to be others, accept the fact that you are not loved, stop having illusions, stop deceiving yourself, slow down your pace, stretch out the end, and you will see that life is still very long. Walk slowly, and never neglect to love yourself. "
After hearing what Xiang Yuandai said, Luo Ying could not hide the emotions surging deep in her heart even though she closed her eyes. A drop of crystal tear quietly slid across the corner of her eye, silently telling of the endless sadness in her heart.
Xiang Yuandai felt a pang of pain when he saw this. He gently reached out his hand and wiped away the tears from Luo Ying's eyes. His voice was full of understanding and care. He said softly, "I know you can hear me saying these words to you. You are just too painful to wake up. I know you love him deeply, so losing him is a very, very painful thing for you.
What you are experiencing today is what I have experienced before. When a person's heartache reaches its peak, the pain surges like a tide and is irresistible. You will feel nauseous and vomit, your hands will tremble constantly, your chest will feel heavy as lead, your head will ache, and your ears will buzz. You will not be able to sleep at night, fear will follow you everywhere, you will lose your appetite, and you will not even have the slightest interest in your favorite food. You will also burst into tears for no reason. The moment you lie in bed, the tears will quietly slide down from one side of your nose to the other eye, and then quietly drip onto the pillow, wetting it. Your nose will be so blocked that it will almost suffocate you. The pain seems to tear you apart alive, unforgettable, and makes you want to die. "
Luo Ying still closed her eyes tightly, immersed in the pain of yesterday. She frowned, trying to resist and suppress the strong emotional impact. The tears in the corners of her eyes slipped silently, and the tears in her eyes accumulated more and more, pouring out like pearls from a broken string.
Xiang Yuandai felt a pang of pain when he saw her like this, and hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face. He said gently: "Every breakup is essentially a battle between you and yourself. Only when you defeat yourself can you be reborn, brave and strong, and become a brand new you.
He is not the only one in your world. You are so outstanding. You can fight against Taotie and outsmart the White Tiger. You are the famous Marshal Luo. You are different from ordinary women. You will not be trapped in the shackles of emotions, right?"
Luo Ying suddenly opened his eyes and sat up reflexively. Xiang Yuandai saw this and immediately showed a look of joy on his face. He said happily, "You figured it out, right?"
Luo Ying stood up impatiently and walked out in a hurry. Xiang Yuandai reached out and held her hand tightly, his eyes full of concern: "Where are you going?"
Luo Ying's eyes revealed a trace of emptiness and confusion. She said quickly: "I want to go find him and explain everything to him in person!"
Xiang Yuandai looked at her with heartache and shook his head helplessly: "What else is there to explain? You have made it clear to him what you should and shouldn't say. I have also made it clear for you if he could accept it. He would have listened to what I said at that time!"
Luo Ying's face showed pain and sadness. She trembled and said, "Maybe he has calmed down for a night and thought it through. Maybe he is waiting for me to come to him and sincerely admit his mistakes."
Xiang Yuandai held Luo Ying's hands tightly, and comforted him with great sorrow: "As a man, I understand men's minds best. What's more, I have had the same experience. Why don't you believe me? He is angry now, and he has long expected that you will stubbornly pester him. No matter how you try to keep him or communicate with him, he won't listen. In fact, the harder you try to persuade him, the more you want to keep him, and the more you want to continue this relationship, the more you will arouse his rebellious psychology. Being entangled will only backfire, so don't leave yourself to the end."
Luo Ying struggled to break free from Xiang Yuandai's hand, tears welling up in her eyes. She said stubbornly, "I don't believe he would be so heartless. He would leave when he said he would leave, and it would be over when he said it would be over!"
Xiang Yuandai sighed helplessly and said, "Why are you so stupid and stubborn?"
Luo Ying stared at Xiang Yuandai painfully, and said in a trembling voice: "I still love him, I can't let him go... I must go to find him... even if I am rejected... even if I am hurt, only when I completely give up this love, can I really let it go."
Xiang Yuandai shook his head and sighed, "Well, since you have made up your mind, I will go with you! Only when you see the reality with your own eyes will you truly give up."
After saying that, Luo Ying was pulled by Xiang Yuandai towards Hua Yuchen's military camp.
When they arrived in front of the tent, Luo Ying stopped and looked at the familiar tent from afar. Complex emotions surged in her heart, making her dare not approach easily. Xiang Yuandai looked at her like this and couldn't help but urge her: "Go! Since you insist on coming, why don't you dare to go?"
Luo Ying bit her lip and looked at Xiang Yuandai, a trace of struggle flashing in her eyes: "I..."
Xiang Yuandai saw this and pushed her to the door of the camp. General You was standing outside the tent. When he saw Luo Ying coming, he was surprised and stammered, "Marshal Luo...Marshal Luo, why are you here?"
Luo Ying felt a pang of pain in her heart, and tears welled up in her eyes. She choked and asked, "Is he... is he okay?"
General You shook his head helplessly and sighed, "Your Highness has been locking himself in the tent since he came back yesterday and has not allowed anyone to enter."
Hearing this, Luo Ying could no longer control her emotions and burst into tears. She tried to suppress her inner emotions and asked with a sob: "Can I...can I see him?"
General You hesitated for a moment, looked at Luo Ying's expectant eyes, and finally nodded: "Okay, I'll go ask for you."
After saying that, he walked outside the tent and called softly, "Your Highness... Marshal Luo wants to see you..."
As soon as he finished speaking, he heard a loud noise in the tent. Hua Yuchen's fury swept out like a violent storm, and something was smashed to the ground, making a harsh sound of breaking. He roared in extreme anger: "Let her go! I never want to see her again!"
When Luo Ying heard this, her heart collapsed instantly. Tears fell like beads from a broken string, silently soaking her cheeks. Tears blurred her eyes, making it difficult for her to see the road ahead. She slowly turned around, without making a sound, and left silently.
Luo Ying walked up to Xiang Yuandai with a dead heart. Xiang Yuandai looked at her and gently blamed her, "I told you not to come. Aren't you asking for trouble?"
However, Luo Ying seemed not to hear his words. Her eyes were empty and she was distraught. She continued to walk forward aimlessly, as if the whole world had lost its color and meaning.
Xiang Yuandai followed her and tried to comfort her, saying, "When someone you truly love reaches the point where you need to keep him/her, there must have been an irreparable mistake or a conflict that is difficult to ease. He must be feeling wronged, sad, angry, and disgusted. He needs some time to calm down and re-evaluate the relationship between you two.
So to retain someone you've hurt, all you can do is let him go first, give him time and space. Then you must repent with 100% sincerity, objectively and rationally find the core contradiction of your breakup, and then make amends to attract him back.
This process is very painful and tormenting. You need to bear the risk of losing him, or even accept that he may give up on you and fall in love with someone else. You can of course give up at any time, but before you give up, please ask yourself, if he is no longer with you in this life, will you feel regretful? "
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